What are toes, fingers, ankles, nose? and other things that are bothering me.

answer: Things that hurt today.  I don't know why fibromyalgia 'chooses' what parts to hurt, I only know that it changes almost daily.  Today it is my toes, fingers, ankles and nose.  And it took me several times of writing ankles, to know if the spelling is right.  I wonder if things like this will ever get better.  Tomorrow it may be my tongue, my ears, or my knees that hurt. Some days its a guessing game, because I have so many little twitches and zaps of electricity that I can only guess where the pain is going to end up.  Some days, these little twitches and zaps just continue the whole day without real 'pain' as it were.  Yesterday my eyes hurt and I was constantly using my eye drops.
On other notes, I miss my kids.  I miss them being little and coming to me for love and attention.  These days if I hear from them I consider myself lucky.  I look at the portrait of them and cry.  They are so grown up and don't need me anymore.  All I ever cared about was being a mom, and now I feel liek even that has been taken from me.  sure I'm still a mom, but they don't need me anymore.  It makes me sad.  I really do miss those grubby little boys.  I love them with all my heart. I just hope I have let them know that, and that they believe it.