Well, for my first post, I'd like to thank anyone who is reading this, and who decides to follow my blog.
It is a bad day today. I am in a lot of pain, and together with the fatigue, I don't really want to get out of bed. I don't even have the energy to cry today. Just want to pull the covers over my head and sleep. I'd better do it today, because tomorrow is the day to visit my doctor about the pain and trying to get some pain meds that actually work. He gives me percocets, but is afraid to give me too many because after a year, he still thinks I will become addicted. I think if I was going to be addicted, it would have happened long ago. I have written letters to my brothers and sisters, apologizing for the mistakes I have made in the past, due to my bi-polar. I am hoping that they will forgive me, and give me a chance to be a vital part of the family again. The way it stands now, they are not my family. They are just people born of the same parents. I know that I've done lots of things wrong, but I believe I deserve another chance.
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